I had always been keen on participating in the Seven-Day Amitabha Recitation Retreat, but I just did not have the opportunity to do so. The students in Ipoh High School and I went to Than Hsiang Temple in June this year (2006) for cultivation. At that point of time, I wished to participate in the year end retreat but was not sure whether the retreat would clash with my examination. Luckily, the retreat began after my examination.

I had experience different emotions like happiness, anxiety and fear during the retreat. I was happy because I had the opportunity to join the retreat. I dared not disturb other people by chanting the mantra before. At the retreat, I had the opportunity to recite loudly and also had the spirit of cultivation, which was a joy to me. On the other hand, I felt anxious because I had no idea how the retreat would be like. I was afraid because I read in an article the retreat had a master who used a wood to hit the participant when the participant fell asleep.

I realized now that I should stop worrying since I came to Than Hsiang Temple. Frankly speaking, cultivation in Than Hsiang Temple gave me a very soothing sensation. The masters and disciples were like Bodhisattvas. I sometimes watched other participants when I had distracted thoughts. I was ashamed when other participants appeared very concentrated. Even though I recited the Buddha's name, my concentration was not there when I was walking around the hall. I knew that I was not mindful, however, I just could not get rid of those unwholesome thoughts. Nevertheless, I believe I had improved in my cultivation after the retreat.

I am very grateful for the protection provided by the Bodhisattvas, Guardians, and masters.

Amituofuo!